dying dream collage
A Bed By A Window
My life is wasted on you now
On you now
My heart is porous in the ground
Under statues of the naked form
And purple heather
My eyes are filled with copper coins
Taking refuge here beside you
For just one lonely minute
Hand in hand till death
a bed by a window
You moistening my lips
Oh it’s gone
Comfort and Wavelength
Its on its on its on
its a recommendation now
then i see your eyes light up
before we’re gone too far
And I got no ambition now
just put something that you’d like on
when we are together
When we are too high
i just wanna stay out all night
a puzzle with no pieces
Washing on the line
I just wanna buy more time
get a little bit loud
Turn it a little bit down
We don’t want to wake the neighbours
any time or right now
just talking smoking drinking all night
Stuck in the bathroom lightning outside
Lost in the mirror turning the light off
just talking smoking drinking all night
at the vanguard of the tenement life
Burning the candle empty in the night hour
you’re picking blackberries in a briar patch
I’m pouring wavelength upon wavelength
I’m assembled on subliminal assembly lines
you’re going raving at the weekend
There’s something happening now tonight
Sirens passing trailing off like sunken ships in the night
In the roaring motorbikes outside
Let me know when you get home
Only saying that because
Somebody loves you
A Bicycle Parked By St. Peters Square
The miles
The miles are long
Knowing what you can’t do
Got to find another home
Don’t even worry
Too much
Pass the scattered tulips
Or write another song
There’s no two ways out of this violent storm
But to try to find a way to carry on
You were walking on the water
So lost
Write another bible
To find another cost
Better late than never
To give it up
Life has a way of catching on
No two ways out of this violent storm
But to try to find a way to carry on
Want you to know that
Its gonna be there
When get to where you’re going now
Pink Hair
Reeboks
Roll ups
mental notes
Paper fortune future holds
You’re the river from which others flow
The windows into secret souls
The Pink hair
In a crowd
Who throw up all their hands in awe
The late shift
In a store
Where the Nights and weeks go slow
it as If I’m seeing double now
It’s hard to say
Tonight
If I’m on my way
No one knows the trouble now
It’s hard to say
Goodbye/Hello
on this street
Can I get a light
Can I get a light
We throw up all our hands in awe
Can I get a light
Can I get a light
Tonight
Catch me feeling old
Taking Photographs
Waking up in the morning
Radio singing it’s hello
brushing your teeth
coordinating clothes
Locking the door and
Ratlling keys eating buttered toast
Passing the garden
Smoke alone
Empty fireworks in flower beds
drizzle from the sky
Headphones on
Take a train through the city now
It goes oh la la la
We’re taking photographs
As soon as I wake the city is singing out la la la
Now we’re at the movies
Now we’re in a line
Now we’re by the railroad tracks
Now we’re at the shrine
A Catherine wheel
blueberry horizon
jelly and ice cream for two
An apple tree
A snap of the garbage shoot
It’s all ok
Dreams rarely come true
But if I had my way
Its all that I’d do
I would always remain in this way
For you
It goes oh la la la
We’re taking photographs
As soon as I wake the city is singing out la la la
Untitled (Flowers and Mushrooms)
Here I go
Trying to be good to you
Try to help you out
as people often do
Sentiment
Overcompensates
For what you really know
We can never say
There it is
Some things never change
One mans autumn leaves
Is another’s age
there you are
feeling old
always chasing rainbows
always blowing dandelions
everybody’s drinking/dreaming
everybody’s ocean blue
nobody is talking
In a cardboard city built on yesterday’s refrains
The years
Have sprung like mountaintops
all the the flowers g one
all the mushrooms come
There
Finally opened up
I’d held onto that
For so long
Untitled (Dream Sequence)
Sunset cast as the ingenue
In a flower arrangement
You’re Collecting yourself on the Bathroom floor
It’s like something is guiding us
Beyond that veil
Harbingers are a Knocking on the doors
Then the groves fill with oranges
that overflow in your hands
And so many fanciful flights gone bad
Then our time wounds eternity
You run out in the night
Then I’m standing beside you now
In the pouring rain
Leaving a Screening of ‘The Searchers’ in 1956
I left you in the morning,
In a dream just soft and deep
I left you drinking coffee
In the rain that drowned the street
I left you on a Tuesday
In the bar you sat and read
I left you on the bus at night
Walking out of the cinema
In Nineteen Fifty Six
Having seen the searchers
On the street we shared my mints
Beeping yellow taxis
in rain and lights are read
A car ran through a puddle
when you left me standing there
A Silver Watch on The Dressing Table
Used to love you so much now I hardly feel it
Praying rain dance so that i’ll receive it
Broken silver watch on the night stand
In the underpass walk past painted murals
Drinking whisky and water to numb this pain
watching all the games that i can’t play
You’re a Swimming pool I wish I could just fall in
Jumping off the kerbstone laughing
wanna feel your love
wanna feel your love
wanna feel your love
but I’m not
I’m not
If I ever was
If I ever was
Give me on more life now now
One more life with you
Give me one more try
One more try with you
The game is up and I lost my heaven mode
All Galaxies in hands of generals
On a barbed wire fence
where yellow ribbon tatters blew
intertwining legs
in sensory depravation pool
walking home with your number in the phone
All I Night think you won’t answer when I call
Give me on more life now now
One more life with you
Give me one more try
One more chance with you
The game is up and I lost my heaven mode
A sunset death is best life lets you know
A Painting in The Gallery
You’re making Warm Apricot Cake
Or strawberries and cream
Hold Conversations in the dark
Bathing in a cool lake
Eating Pancakes Sunday Morning
With Butter and Raspberries on Top
You come alive
In the gallery
In moonlight
I heard you singing in the Garden
Dreaming in the rain
I saw you kissing the midnight air
Peach picking in an orchard
where the petals are falling
Like a snow storm love note prayer
You come alive
In the gallery
In moonlight
Just for one moment
I’m with you
in the carriage of a train
reading the newspaper
passing garden bloom
and allotments
You come alive
In my gallery
In moonlight
The Moment of Closest Approach
Hospital bed reality
Every night you’re in my dreams
watching the solar system in the round
A Monolith of memory
walk 20 miles on Aching feet
a freakout in the city of light
Sweet summer nights
Mausoleum mystic show me a sign
A bird flies out of the dark
Through a great stone hall
All is warmth, all is light
For a brief moment that was life
The moment of closest approach
A gold and diamond bridal broach
Lost with heavy metaphors on the beachÂ
By an old gregorian church
Hot steps sat watching the birds
Amass, then scatter
Sweet summer sights
Little cherry on a toothpick show me a sign
A bird flies out of the dark
Through a great stone hall
All is warmth all is light
For a brief moment that was life
A bird flies out of the dark
Through a great stone hall
All is warmth all is light
For a brief moment that was life
The Dead are Always Watching
Bluebirds in the Sky for the dreamers
Black cats in the street for the sads
Blackbird on the roofs
and that look that never lasts
And lets hope it doesn’t go too fast
Starlight on the trees for the heavenlarks
Moonlight and love songs through the wires
The dead are in dark
Watching on
But never knowing us
Just following
All summer long
Dragonflies on
Hanging Laburnum take flight
Ghosts in the night
Go walking on the shore
The Ballroom Scene
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Life is Just a Song
I was walking slowly down to new horizons
when I came upon this place
Old chestnut trees
over the flower market
one handshake in space
vast sunlight on a window pane
polysomatic as the golden grain
gay men dancing on the stoops of brownstone houses
Soft women bathed in milk
Homeless asleep in the park
Old Graffiti on the walls
Have I ever told
You that
Life is just a song
life is just a song
we while away and while away then all sing along
life was just a dream
won’t tell you now just what it means
we whine away
whine away
then split at the seams
where do we get together
to spend our final days
Just to crawl out the grave
where people dance the night away
Life is just a song
life ism just a song
we while away and while away then all sing along
life was just a dream
won’t tell you now just what it means
we whine away
whine away
then split at the seams
Watercolour Bluebells, in The Brush at Dusk
There are bluebells
In wild hills
Brought on
via dawn
It gonna keep us
occupied
And real
Liminal
bees
Float across
lavender
And meadowsweet
The truth is
hard to prise
With Flora and fauna
In your eyes
So how’d you know where we are
The weimeraner in the field
So how’d you find out where we were
Climbing Stiles toward
Where the deer run
Till it’s gone
Till it’s gone
Words and happiness
you saw us
With binoculars
The Shop Window Scene
The moon is up
In the sky
Clouds are forming round
People talking
Passers by
A suitcase on the ground
All the smiling faces
In perfect stasis
of everyone you love
Are in the shop window scene
They’re here to wave you on
I’m so glad to see ya
How ya doin?
How long has it been?
It’s been three years since we all met up
We must do that again.